so I should jump off a cliff right now for not being able to calm down for the past 3 days. I know last thursday evening I was so down in the dumps. But since Friday... and up to today, I haven't been able to stop my hyperness and I can't even bring it down to a decent level.

I strongly believe in the Chinese's yin and yang. And so, I am really worried about what'll happen to me in the next days where I know I will feel some sort of suffering to match what I'm feeling right now. I can't help but dread that it's about my failure at school.

I have two possible culprits for my hyperness... one is the book Twilight by Stephenie Meyer and the other is the Visual Kei band Alice Nine. =_=;; I know I've tried ignoring Alice Nine but I guess they're just too cute to resist for me. Ahaha... I've grown to love ALL the members but of course I have my favorites.

Last friday, I bought my reserved copy of Twilight. It was last, last week when I checked the bookstore and found out that they have new arrivals of the said book. I wanted to buy it then and there but my classmates stopped me, telling me I should buy it after the remedials (which I probably got all the answers wrong again). I sighed and gave in BUT I made sure I have one copy reserved despite what the lady working there said about the books being many. Anyways, I'm glad... I'm glad that I reserved one because when I came back this friday, the number of copies the book has had a very noticable decrease. There were only a few books left. After buying my copy I went to eat but I came back later for who-knows-what reason. (btw, during the whole time when I went to the bookstore, I was with Mami Erose and La Nads) And what's a bit funny to me was... when I came back, I checked on the number of books and then... there was one. Only one copy was left. -sigh- I'm so glad I reserved one copy. >_<... even if the whole book only lasted for less than a day with me. Anyways, I've been re-reading it again and I never seem to get tired of it. But... ahaha... as much as I want to buy the other 2 books to continue Edward and Bella's story... I guess I have to wait for some time because it's now Alice Nine's time to shine.

Alice Nine's new single, Mirror Ball will be out on March 26. And boy I was wrong for saying i won't buy it. I've never been an excessive buyer. Actually, I hardly buy anything at all. I usually just buy food and my money would be wasted in my tummy. So blame it to soompi's Alice Nine thread where someone gave this particular link,
http://web.pscompany.co.jp/alicenine/aquarianage/
Before anything else, I want to say I love Shou's make-up. ^^... especially on his eyes. So pretty! ahaha... so, back to business. I clicked it to check it out (well duh) and I regret it now. X3 well not really. There was a preview of the 3 covers and the pv and the music. I clicked the pv preview of course and BAM! It hit me square in the face. It was so good! ><... and I hated it for making me want to buy it! For days I argued with myself. Until last night I was still thinking it through. XD but I ended up pre-ordering the limited edition cover B and the Hello Dear Numbers tour limited edition. ;_; so much for my savings. ^^;; did I mention the price kills? like the tax? well, now you know. They kill. And that's probably the reason why I never buy online. But I'm at my edge now and Mami Erose said she'd help me since she's also ordering online. She said she'll pay for the shipment fee but I pay for the tax... soooo.... I ended up buying it. XD... well, I will buy it. On March 26, after 4 weeks of torturous saving.

I do admit I feel a little disappointed. Why? Because the regular edition of Mirror Ball has the prettiest cover... but if I buy it, I won't be able to get the DVD of the pv! Oh well. That's life. Life's unfair. And so I've experienced it.

All my life, I've never imagined myself buying with so much desire to have it. What more with buying online? Ahaha... I'm a bit dragging and this update is a little... not so worthy to read. And so I end this~ xD I wanna have a round 3 with reading Twilight!